Ultimate dampener.... [17 Jun 2004|04:32pm] [ mood | shocked ] [ music | A strange kind of silence..... ] Today, I finished everything up, and will be heading to Cincy tomorrow at 6:45 AM. I was feeling very happy.... I was actually smiling.... But.... today, I just found out that angelsboi has crossed over. He was 23. ........ I didn't really know him that well.... but... he was a very nice guy.... I don't really know how I should take this.... I want to cry... but... I was so happy to be leaving.... I was even beginning to shake off the "moving sickness".... I was ready to go and party with Sherri.... but now.... .......... I think... I may have to wait before I mourn.... if I don't... I may have a SERIOUS breakdown.... I know that sounds completely and TOTALLY selfish... but... it's the only way i can think of to deal with this right now.... Ryan..... I hope you can understand.... .... and that emoticon does not fit the kind of shocked I'm feeling.... -_-;;; kissin my 3 loveaches| sweeter delight

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