So much traveling.... [20 Jun 2004|03:42am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Jeff Hardy - Other ] Tonight was awesome. I went with Sher and Al to a mini-party. It was meghan's birthday. I've never met Meghan before... but she seemd like a very nice girl... It was a very cool atmosphere... noone asked any questions or commecnted on anything.... And I've had some very cool conversationbs with some very cool peeps... but.... I've realized something.... I have been ALL over the fucking south.... The things I've been through have given me a very well developed sense of tolerance... but... also... they seem to have numbed me to a LOT of things.... How do I put this.... I think with as much fun as I have been having.... i'm beginning to get too comfortable... I was so happy to be out of G.O... that... I may be losing touch with the feelings that have helped propel me to make sure that I never end up in a place like it again.... Must... stay... focused.... I've had my fun.... but now.... to concentrate on what i want to get.... a place of my own.... an atmosphere of my own.... a place to gather my thoughts and be my own person.... No more partying..... until I get it.... kissin my 2 loveaches| sweeter delight

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