Jaden-Kun, The Imagi-Knight ([info]jadenkun) wrote,
@ 2004-06-17 16:32:00
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Current mood: shocked
Current music:A strange kind of silence.....

Ultimate dampener....
Today, I finished everything up, and will be heading to Cincy tomorrow at 6:45 AM. I was feeling very happy.... I was actually smiling....

But.... today, I just found out that [info]angelsboi has crossed over. He was 23.

........ I didn't really know him that well.... but... he was a very nice guy....

I don't really know how I should take this.... I want to cry... but... I was so happy to be leaving.... I was even beginning to shake off the "moving sickness".... I was ready to go and party with Sherri.... but now....

..........

I think... I may have to wait before I mourn.... if I don't... I may have a SERIOUS breakdown....

I know that sounds completely and TOTALLY selfish... but... it's the only way i can think of to deal with this right now....

Ryan..... I hope you can understand....



.... and that emoticon does not fit the kind of shocked I'm feeling.... -_-;;;

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[info]merisua
2004-06-18 01:23 am UTC (link)
We all cope in different ways. You have to cope with this sudden and drastic news right in the middle of your making serious life changes. If the best way for you to do that is to push through with your plans and mourn later when you won't cave in to it then I'm sure he would want you to do that. I never knew him, but I don't think any of your friends would want you to have another of your breakdowns. You'll miss him and remember him and that's enough. You don't have to hurt some certain amount just to feel less selfish.

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[info]kassyd
2004-06-19 06:13 pm UTC (link)
Wait, Cincy as in Cincinnati? Do you live in Ohio?

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