Androgene the Souless (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} merisua) wrote in jadenkun, |
We all cope in different ways. You have to cope with this sudden and drastic news right in the middle of your making serious life changes. If the best way for you to do that is to push through with your plans and mourn later when you won't cave in to it then I'm sure he would want you to do that. I never knew him, but I don't think any of your friends would want you to have another of your breakdowns. You'll miss him and remember him and that's enough. You don't have to hurt some certain amount just to feel less selfish.
