Current mood:	shocked
Current music:	A strange kind of silence.....

Ultimate dampener....
Today, I finished everything up, and will be heading to Cincy tomorrow at 6:45 AM. I was feeling very happy.... I was actually smiling....

But.... today, I just found out that angelsboi has crossed over. He was 23.

........ I didn't really know him that well.... but... he was a very nice guy....

I don't really know how I should take this.... I want to cry... but... I was so happy to be leaving.... I was even beginning to shake off the "moving sickness".... I was ready to go and party with Sherri.... but now....

..........

I think... I may have to wait before I mourn.... if I don't... I may have a SERIOUS breakdown....

I know that sounds completely and TOTALLY selfish... but... it's the only way i can think of to deal with this right now....

Ryan..... I hope you can understand....