Current mood:	contemplative
Current music:	Jeff Hardy - Other

So much traveling....
Tonight was awesome.

I went with Sher and Al to a mini-party. It was meghan's birthday. I've never met Meghan before... but she seemd like a very nice girl... It was a very cool atmosphere... noone asked any questions or commecnted on anything.... And I've had some very cool conversationbs with some very cool peeps... but....

I've realized something.... I have been ALL over the fucking south....

The things I've been through have given me a very well developed sense of tolerance... but... also... they seem to have numbed me to a LOT of things....

How do I put this....

I think with as much fun as I have been having.... i'm beginning to get too comfortable... I was so happy to be out of G.O... that... I may be losing touch with the feelings that have helped propel me to make sure that I never end up in a place like it again....

Must... stay... focused....

I've had my fun.... but now.... to concentrate on what i want to get.... a place of my own.... an atmosphere of my own.... a place to gather my thoughts and be my own person....

No more partying..... until I get it....